Hey everyone, ive been dressing a long time. Started thinking about it when I was about 10, started actually doing it around 14 maybe.
Im 34 now, I've met men at hotels and always enjoyed it and am very experienced, but the reason im here is about going out. I feel like I look ok, maybe close to passable but definitely not, but im starting to get a strong urge to go out. I just dont have the guts to do it though. I go for a bustier look because I feel like that might take attention away from my voice not being perfect, or my male frame. Im not large, 5'7" 145, but I have male shoulders, male hands, adams apple of course, female voice isnt perfect, etc...
But I have fooled people before at the hotels ive stayed at. I dont know what it is though, when I try to go out just driving around I get so paranoid. What if I get pulled over? What if the car breaks down, what would I do?
I live with my girlfriend who knows I do this, told her about a year ago. She doesnt love it but isnt willing to leave me, so I just do it on the weekends maybe once a month, she doesnt bother me about it.
Anyway, just looking for advice/encouragement. I really want to go out but cant seem to get over my fears, ive been dealing with this issue for about 15 years now.
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