Recently the nature of my dressing has changed. Before it would probably be most accurately described as a fetish. I had a lot of guilt and shame and would purge regularly. (what a waste?, more guilt for being wasteful) because of a recent separation with my wife (my idea, yes she knows abut the CDing) I have had a lot of time to dress and now I just want be out en femme as much as possible. I am resisting the urge to just tell everyone and be en femme until I get tired of it. If I get tired of it! My biggest concern is the kids and my biggest fear is my dad. Also unlike some other intrepid trailblazers on this site I have no interest in being a man in women's clothes I want to be as passable as possible so now I am obsessed with feminizing myself. Many people on this site seem to be happy just CDing on occasion. Has anyone else felt this way