Well, I did it. I said it would never happen again. I'm so disappointed in myself. I thought I was finally strong enough in my faith to not be tricked. But I have to say it's so much faster and easier to come back knowing that Carrie and I both have your support. Thank you all for your love and support. I'm sorry I fell again, but each time is shorter, I just wish I could have worked through it without Carrie ever having to know. Every time she let's down her guard and completely trusts I blow it again! But God brought us together and NO MAN OR WOMAN can separate us! I will do better I promise! Love to all...