Madilyn,
It's not that she's emasculated me. I don't think that's ever been her intention. I don't even know that I'd say she's more dominant. We make great girlfriends, and that part of the relationship couldn't be more wonderful. Thing is, we have real life stuff to deal with just like any other couple. It's the real life stuff that I'm so ill equipped to handle en femme. If crossdressing was an occasional thing when were together it'd be different, but it's not. It's practically all the time. Believe me, I understand that that's what most of us would love, or think we would. Me too. As with a lot of other things, though, once you get it you find that it comes with it's own set of real issues. This sense of weakness and emasculation is something that takes place entirely in my own head. It's not in any way something she puts on me. To her we're just having a disagreement. It's my hangup. She indulges my girl side because she knows how much I love it, and she happens to like it, too. Not to purposely subordinate me. I feel like I need to go change clothes so we can have a normal disagreement, but that's all on me, not her.