You're doing the same many of us do ~ As a retired United States Marine Gunney ~ Drill Instrucor ~ Your fighting the "Girl" that's within you ~ that's fighting to get out!

Your SO (A GG) recognizes that you as my last LTR GF said "Your part Girl" and she recoginzes your want, need, and desire to express your femminine side / your femmianlity!

Many women don't even have that?

Many women are absoletly clueless to feminity ~ they are just people and humans and just know about being who they are ~ LOVING, CARING, GIVING ~ GIVE A DAM ~ HUMAN BEINGS!

But clueless about such things as feminity ~ could care less about make up, lip stick, and such?

Panties? To them its nothing more than underwear?

Slips? Just something to under-cover a dress?

Quit fighting it and accept yourself for who are!