First a question. Is it routine for women to acknowledge, i.e. speak with a smile to other women..such as in a store?
I finally went shopping. I have often written that I live in femme most of the tme I am at home in the country off the highway. I am large. 6' 4" now, i have shrunk over the 67 years from 6'6" at youth. I collect coats. I have been looking for a pin stipe dress for years. My fav dress recently it came in the mail. My wife was gone and I decided to WEAR MY NEW DRESS AND COAT SOMEWHERE. I buy my hair from a ethnic super store in a village about 34 miles to the south. I figured...I go there in drab to buy hair...why not make my first shopping trip there. I did And it was fine.
I did light make up, put on my favorite silver jewlery, my brand new Dianah engagment ring on my rt hand and the new diiamond and wedding band on the left. It felt good, I was relaxed, I got in my Denali and was off. It was raining and getting dark.
I arrived at the hair place and got my purse together, my debit card and some cash was inside. I have made a dual ID card with Emme's picture and her alter ego pictures. I went inside. "My purse hit a display rack and stuff went flying. LOL A SA said "it's Ok mam}. i walked slow, listening to the click of my low hells on the hard wood floor. head up and walk slow, one foot in front of the other....it worked....I encountered a group of very young women and had to pass riight thru and they did not notice me. The SA greeted me and i passed on to the 100's of wiggs for sale. I browsed with other women some smiled ...but most were interested in what they were doing...not me.
I needed help and i called a SA over and she said wow...I asked how I looked...she said "you had me fooled for several minutes...until you called me over for help". She was very sweet. I sid I am a crossdresser. She said i sell wiggs! We had fun. I bought two hair pieces and left.
I needed coffe and milk. Off to the supermarket. I parked, got my bag (pocket book) in order and headed to the very bright lit store. It was raining hard.
As I enter the store I got a basket...placed my bag inside like I have seen my wife do 100000 of times and turned to face the crowd.........now for the question?????
Ther was a blond woman checking out and our eyes met....she gave me the biggest smile and mouthed "HI' I did the same back. Did she read me or is it natural???
I got my food, was told by three people excuse me mam....it was cool!
At the register the clerk asked "mam do you have your MVP card" and I said in a low sweed deep voice "no" I handed her a twenty with my dimond hand and she gave me change and a sweet "have a good night, mam, it is stormy out tonight'
I pushed the cart towards the door. I stopped, opened my bag to get my keys to the ready,as I should, and a man bumped me and said "i am so sorry mam" as he go his basket to shop with. i was out the door into the rain and drove home. I was tired and elated at the same time.
Girls, fellow women, and guys I am not pretty, I am large, it was fun. I don't know how I did.....my mirror said I looked much better than the picture I took when I got home. Only one STRANGE LOOK from a 8 year old kid....he did a double take.....I have been reading her for a year or so and I know kid are quick.
I will do it again!