For some reason I feel compelled to start with I am new here. Well anyway a few weeks ago was first time I was out at a bar with my wife. While we were there a guy had chatted with us and bought us a drink, actually he bought the drink for me, but just as a nice thing. I of course felt flatered by it, but nothing was meant by it. We both kina laughed about it, but for me I know I felt different.
So then on New Years Eve I actually went out on a date. My wife had an invitation to a party that she wanted to go to and I asked her if I could go out with a friend as Sara, instead of with her and she said it be ok. I called it a date but it wasnt like he called me and asked me out was more like we would just go out together and Id get to be Sara. Welllll as I had said in prior post it was one of the best nights i had being Sara or for that fact anyone.
When I got home I did not play it up with her I just said it was nice and there was no incidents. Since that night I had talked to the guy and he has actually asked me out. I did meet him for coffee and was nice.
I am so very conflicted, There are so many feelings Im having. I dont want to bring this up to my wife until I understand more. I dont want to lie to her and then it becomes worse. We have been rocky before all this was happenjing. Ido think if I was to tell her now, it would for absolute positive make things worse.
Im not sure if Im doing a post here or writing in my diary. So without going into greater detail, has this happened to any of you girls or GG.s.
Thanks Sara