Okay, I felt the need to post this after reading many many threads dealing with actions some of us have done.
These actions have upset those close to us and there is no other way to view it but they are a result of nothing less than fear.
Fear is the beginning point of most of the stupid and insane things we human beings do. As you know it is also a great thing for getting us out of problems that threaten our lives, or WELLBEING
Now I emphasize that last word because this is what we are addressing.
What is one of the main reason we don't dress as often as we like?
In my case it is fear. I would love to wear a skirt and hose along with a nice androgynous or even male outfit for work or even out and about. But fear controls my actions. Instead I put on either leggings or jeans. When I wear my leggings I bring along a pair of pants and regular boots so that when I get home I don't get the 3rd degree from my mom, or if I get into a bind where super shiny and tight pants would draw some unwanted attention.
I hide because of fear. Slight fear, but fear. My mother has proven she is entirely untrustworthy when it comes to her statements when it comes to my wearing "inappropriate" clothing for work. Instead of looking at what I do as trailblazing, or free thinking, instead to her I am "pulling for men" (blea).
Now, when it comes to SOs. I am getting tired of reading about an SO completely and utterly acting irrationally when their SO is either discovered as a CD or TS, or admits to being such.
In my case I am seriously getting tired of being single. I am sick and tired of seeing jerks getting girlfriends or wives, or married men getting the attention of a single girl, while I sit on the sidelines lonely as hell,
I have vowed that I will be fully open about myself. I will say I am a fashion freedomist, have no intention of transitioning, hetero sexual, goth, male that likes to take on a very feminine appearance.
This may be why I am single.
To the SOs of our kind. Understand. The hiding is not done to purposely hurt you. It is to avoid hurt. It is to avoid strife over something that only causes problems because of OTHER PEOPLE'S FEAR.
Other people like bosses, friends, society.
They don't want to risk the loss of someone so close to them, so they burry it, hoping it will go away when they are in a "proper" relationship.
One of the main issues is we treat what we do like it is some sort of disease.
IT IS NOT A FRAGGIN DISEASE!! It is something that is part of us.
I am sorry, but women DO have much more latitude when it comes to clothing and expression. I will be glad to post those rules women were to live by before the sexual revolution. I will also find the stuff about how in France it is STILL illegal for women to wear pants according to an unenforced law.
To those women that say women fought for this "right". YES YOU DID, AND GOOD FOR YOU. Does that mean others should have to go through the same nonsense with no support from you?
Though I am not gay, I do stand for their rights. I think don't as don't tell was one of the stupidest things to happen, along with women STILL not being allowed into front line military service.
KK, I got off track.
Let me just say, the reason a lot of dumb and silly stuff happens is because of fear.
Let me ask though. Would you rather your SO turn out to be a crossdresser, or would you rather he turns out to be oh lets see
A murderer?
A gang member?
A thief?
A cheater?
An alcoholic?
A beater?
An embezzler?
A drug addict?
Or any number of other things.
Really before you get pissed off with your loved one for hiding an aspect of him or herself that is harmless in the long run, really think about how serious the problem is.