After telling my wife yesterday, early morning, I go to work over night. When I get home, she opens the door, and says she has something to show me. I go into the room, and she is holding a sun dress. GORGEOUS!! "It might be for me. I haven't decided yet...." is EXACTLY what she tells me. She hung it on the door and made a few jokes like "Hope its still here when I get home this evening." She also told me I received a package. I was excited about that too!!! Well, she left for work, and I haven't touched the dress. It's soooo tempting though! The package I got was two new very long, sexy wigs I ordered a long time ago!!! They are AWESOME! I tried them on for a short while because I am tired right now....but can't sleep!!
She seems to be taking this pretty good, but it seems like she is just teasing me! She also showed me a sexy satin dress she bought in bright pink (I have a weakness for hot pink) and said "Aww....its a bit too big for me. Hmm....maybe I will find someone who wants this." She says this while making one of those pouty faces at me. I wanted to be like a kid in grade school, raising my hand, going "ME!! ME!!!!!!" I do want to take this slow, but she is trying me!!! I can't even sleep!
Then, the other side is that I'm nervous about it. I hope she will continue to like it. I know one day, I'm going to come home to a bed covered in clothes, and her say "Pick some stuff out. I want to see you." What should I pick? She has sexy stuff, classy stuff, plain stuff, and all sorts of stuff. I don't want to dress too plain but I don't want to strap on the forms I got and come out there looking like a stripper (As much as I would LOOVVEEE to!!!) Should I keep it simple when the day comes? I think I should just skip the forms and not try too hard so she can see both sides of me at once. A little of each. Maybe she wants me to go all out? I'm so confused. I wanted her to like it, but now I am nervous again!! I pick out outfits to wear all the time when I dress. Its just hard thinking about what to wear when she finally does say lets have one of those nights, and I hope that night is coming soon.....