Originally Posted by
Allsteamedup
OK, so here's a GG.
When you shredded every ounce of my self-respect, stole my sexuality and left me feeling the most unattractive heap on the planet.......tears (mine) weren't enough to put me back together. God knows, I had enough body issues before you sprang your cross-dressing on me. So, after my pregnancy, I wanted to wear my beautiful clothes again, but while I was pregnant, you wore them all, the hand-made wardrobe I had bought whilst a career girl. Even my swim and sanitary wear. You stripped me of everything.
It was only then I realised how foolishly those clothes 'protected' me from the outside world. Yes, I had functioned at a very high level but those clothes 'spoke' as I arrived.
But you had lost your job so nothing was replaced. Anyway, I had nightmares, when I would be walking past a shop window and the dresses on the models would break down the window, chase me down the street and hit me.
So since then you have bought me three sets of lingerie. I wore them, but always wondering what you had bought for yourself; there is no way you would buy lingerie without some for yourself. The last ones were not a good fit, so the saleslady explained how she had to persuade you from what you had originally wanted into something more suitable for me.....
If I could explain to any of you the nasty, lingering suspicion, which isn't my fault, in any of this,I would have done a service. But you are male and you push anything inconvenient to the back of your mind.
I would like you to stop telling me what you think I would look good in, based on what looks good on you. I am terrified of opening any package, no matter the size. My guts go into spasm, I smile and probably lose it or put it away. Do you understand why??
As GGs we love gifts, but the way they are given (after having filtered all the hints we offer!!) is as important as the gift. If we don't respond the way you want, ask yourself why.....