I guess that's random but that's how it feels right now. It might be that I am always hiding a certain part of me and over time I've built defenses to keep people at bay.
So, I come here and look and comment. It's a good thing, I always return and we have a community but I also wish there was more acceptance in my immediate friendships (and girlfriend). I think the rift I have is quite related. Tonight it surely feels that way.
I do have all of you though and that is really easing my self acceptance. So lets take on the world now.