I ♥ wearing womens swimwear, I just think they're so sexy, and feel so good, but that aside, I made a commitment to my self of being full time with minimal and few exceptions, and my wife and I have been discussing this alot lately since spring is coming up and we'll be going out together more and then summer will come along and we'll want to visit the beach frequently.
While she says she has no problem being with me in public wearing a swimsuit, makeup and wig, I am concerned on the possible reactions of others. Me, personally, I don't care, but I'm concerned how the potential reactions will affect her, and more importantly, my child. It's something I want to do, go to the beach as a woman, but there's this sort of fear involved, because it's like being half naked, sort of... I've not once yet had any negative reactions from strangers, but for some reason, I think, to be at the beach in a swimsuit, or worse, a bikini, would lend me to be laughed at and/or ridiculed by some, whom would then cause others to look on, etc... and while I THINK I may be ok with this, as I could ignore it and continue on my way, or whatever, my wife on the other hand has a MOUTH and well, it could get ugly...or humiliating, etc
Anyway, I was hoping others here on this forum had an experience at the beach, en femme, in a swimsuit or bikini.. How was it.. was it uneventful.. How did it go. Are my fears unjustified and just self conscious paranoia?
I really do want to do this and one of my goals for this summer is to have a bikini tan line, so when I take of my top I have those white triangles, lol and maybe appear to have breasts when naked, haha... But, no, seriously, I'm so much happier and content presenting and identifying as female, and with full time being my goal, I don't want to make an exception for the beach.. Certainly we could go to a less crowded spot or time, but sometimes this may not be possible.
Some other things I am concerned with are my wig, breast enhancers and tucking.
I would have added makeup to that list of concerns, but 99.99% chance I won't be wearing any other than perhaps some eye liner and/or mascara since foundation over concealer, etc really looks TERRIBLE in bright sun light and would look even worse on a hot day of sweating, and would wash off if/when I go in the water, so, I thought best to skip it... Besides, I can't recall ever seeing GG wearing makeup at the beach.
So, I know a wig will make my head hotter, sweat more, etc.. But, since wigs can't tolerate heat, is going out to the beach on a 90 degree day going to fray or wreck a wig. Also, what about salt water? I suppose my hair would be tied up in a pony tail, or lightly covered with bandana or something, or sun/beach hat.
Going without wig is not an option.. I have no real hair up top and back and am NOT comfortable with going out dressed without one, because as much as I want to be a woman, I need to also LOOK LIKE ONE, and no wig just don't cut it.
Same question for silicone breast enhancers.. Will heat and salt water cause damage?
Last, I wonder about tucking.. Certainly I can do it, but considering no makeup, hair may be tied up leaving my face not framed by hair and my masculine shoulders, back, etc all uncovered.. No way I'm passing any way, so.. would not tucking be a bad decision? Considering, I think "why even bother".. but also, it's not like tucking even makes it more feminine looking anyway, because it still don't look like female, unless of course I can figure out some magical way of making a camel toe.
Anyway, sorry for the run on ramble.. Just curious about these things as I bought another swimsuit today, and a bikini. I wore and modeled both for my wife and we were talking about going to the beach alot this summer and it got me thinking about these things.