I began dressing partly because of my small dimensions in a certain area which result in inadequate performance. I have always been attracted to women but right from my teenage years, my physical dimensions and attendant lack of masculinity mean that women very soon lose interest.
I first dressed as a result of a taunt from a short-term girlfriend who felt my build more suited to female underwear; we both enjoyed it and were able to achieve a satisfactory relationship. Later, I bought many clothes, makeup etc and found that women are intrigued and sometimes excited by the prospect of a feminine male. I overcame my initial resistance and now enjoy it and cannot contemplate a relationship any other way.
Does this experience ring any bells?