I can't even properly articulate my thoughts right now, as I am quite angry. My grandmother lives with my mother and I (I'm staying at home while attending college), and she never fails to impugn me whenever she's reminded that I'm no longer a fully closeted CD. Initially, I assumed that she was concerned about my social well-being and reputation, I assumed that she merely wanted to protect me from ridicule, but today...she revealed her true motives. Apparently, my mother is looking for a boyfriend, and my grandmother fears that she may not be able to find one if news of my being a cross dresser were to be disseminated. :| It really hurt me, as it is premised upon the assumption that cross dressing is shameful, dirty, perverted, and purely fetishistic. :|