I recently started going to the gym and do some weightlifting. It may be incompatible with my crossdressing, as I will start putting on weight/muscle. Perhaps, I was thinking of taking a break from crossdressing for some time. This had happened several times, over the last 10 years.
But suddenly I found out about a group of "Lady Boys of Bangkok" is performing in Brighton. I wanted to attend the show, en femme. But then the dilemma kicks in, do I still look passable now? But if I don't do it, I may regret later.
After giving some thoughts about it, I told myself, "What the hell" and "Just do it".
True enough, I was easily read by a bunch of young girls who were on their way to a hen party. And then again when I was clubbing later that night.
But most importantly, I was really happy that I attended the Lady Boys show last night. It was really entertaining.