My career choice prohibits me from transitioning, which I would do in a heartbeat, so I really more consider myself transgendered than a crossdresser. But life is what it is and I've come to love my private little life of glamour. And within these wondrous times to be myself, the thoughts of being with a man run wild. To be treated as a woman, to have the car door opened for me, to fully embrace in a passionate kiss. So yes, absolutely, when I'm in femme mode I'm totally into men. But, in my male life… it's women and could never imagine myself with a man or in a gay relationship. I'm quite schizophrenically heterosexual! Though of my two lives, as it were, I'd choose being a woman any second of any day.