[SIZE="2"]Are you special, my MtF crossdresser friends? Of course you are...
You’re special because you differ from others in many important ways. You’re remarkable, noteworthy, rare, exceptional, and positively unforgettable. All this because you, a male by birth, prefers to wear women’s clothing for pleasure, or perhaps for a thrill – you have chosen to redesign the blueprint for existence and eschew all that is usual, ordinary, normal, commonplace, and unimportant. Well, at least that’s how I see things – we are either pathfinders journeying to the interior of our suppressed beings, or maybe we just like to wear panties now and then. Still, you’re special, because you’ve chosen to do something distinctive with your life. Rather than follow the beat, you are decidedly off-beat, which makes you COOL in my estimation. Back in Boston (where I used to live) we would often say “wicked awesome!!!” right about now...
Are you the definite article, meaning the real thing? Are you certain, positive, and explicit? You must be outstanding in your field, next to the other beautiful flowers, because you are among your sisters now, no longer alone, making a spectacle of yourself for the benefit of yourself. Are you comfortable being not average, not typical, strange, and unconventional? That’s what you are, simply by wearing the “wrong” clothes. You are varying from an accepted standard, which happens to be something we could discuss until the cows come home – I mean, what is this “standard” that constitutes accepted behavior, and who decided what is right and what is wrong? If you feel the need to crossdress, if you desire to wear female clothing (in some capacity) to express yourself, if you wish to bring your internal “self” to the surface and clothe her in an appropriate wardrobe, how can that be wrong? It CAN’T be...
Are you a specialist? You specialize in MtF crossdressing, obviously, but are you a sub-variation among the other flowers? Maybe you like to wear a dress, or the finest hosiery, or the sensuality of lipstick stirs you into action, or female shoes are worshipped almost religiously. Maybe you keep your crossdressing hidden, under-dressing as often as you can, hiding your passion from the prying eyes of the world. I understand. I never reveal myself to non-believers, or those who do not, or cannot appreciate “special” people like us. My specialty happens to be pleated skirts, and I have many in my fetishistic closet of dreams. In my case, one item led me to try everything a MtF crossdresser can do – by necessity, I obtained the blouses, the pantyhose, the shoes, the makeup and lipstick, the wigs, the panties and the prosthetic undergarments. I never thought it would get this far, but I wasn't afraid to try things that intrigued me. I’m happy to say there was never any struggle with my masculinity, since I tucked that away a long time ago...
Are you specious? Are you beautiful, agreeable to the eye, or plausible, at least in your own mind? Imagine turning from the masculine, with the inherent characteristics we may or may not be at odds with, to the feminine, with its pleasing, inviting aspect to things – we turn to face the world in a new light. Of course, we may have been pre-disposed to crossdressing, affecting a manner and deportment constructed from years of painful trials and tribulations. The end result, a male trying on something much more comfortable and appropriate, may have been a foregone conclusion. Special handling, along with courage, is required to bring forth a new beginning, or an end to a beginning that was untrue. As far as I’m concerned, the male in us needs to listen to the special demurrer, namely the female who co-exists with him and needs to be heard, as well as SEEN. Is this peculiar? No, it’s special, according to the specifications we have chosen to follow, for the good of our species. Don’t be a spectator, be spectacular – be SPECIAL...
Thank you for reading my latest specimen of wordplay, a means to an end. I’ll stop now before I speculate any further. Do you think we’re special? I certainly do, in fact I KNOW we are...
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