I have never been out all en femme, I have just realized that I am a CD. I told my wife and she maybe thinks I just started this in the past few months. I have been doing most of my life with only partly dressing for only a few minutes. I was afraid of being caught. I feel I have missed so much as I was so depressed that I feared and hated almost everything. Now I will dress as much as I can, even though my wife doesn't want me to. I still can carry my makeup and perfume in my murse and no ones knows.