I have recenty in the past 3 months been on testosterone replacement therapy.
I found I have low test when prescribed I found my estrogen levels are high
so since I have been on a antiestrogen my will and need to be female disapeared,
well last week I discontinued the using the anti estrogen medication and my desire again was there and yes I am still on testosterone which doesnt affect it.
It is amazing how a drug "antiestrogen" can effect phycological desires one may have.
I choose to have those desires it makes me feel whole
Now if I could only go full time Hmmm well with a wife and kids that will never happen