There are several threads on here questioning why we cross dress, usually from different points of view. I have asked my self the same questions and been through all the motions of hiding clothes, purging and then starting again at great expense, and after nearly 60 years of crossdressing I came to the conclusion a while ago that I am never going to find out why I do it so I am going to enjoy it. It is a part of me that will never be fully explained, so I really don't care anymore, I'm just going to get on with life and enjoy it ..................