As I am only a year away from my 80th birthday, the need to consider the future gets more pressing. As far as I know my three adult children, their spouses and my wife believe me to be the typical male as an ex military officer, professional man, city councillor, sailing enthusiast and until recently keen skier. But that is the public side. I have a collection of well over a dozen wigs, thirty six pairs of shoes,three wardrobes of dresses, gowns skirts etc. and a couple of boxes of jewellery. Apart from the hard drives of my computer, many thousands of pictues are stored both as A4 prints and CDs. I have thirty or so DVDs; some posted on Youtube, of my crossdressing activities. None of it known to the family, though my wife may have had an inkling of an idea about it over all the years we have lived together
I still get great satisfaction from dressing en femme, in fact it is what gives me the greatest pleasure, so I am loathe to bin the lot. With luck I shall become slowy enfeebled and have adequate time to destroy everything, heartbreaking though it would be. But supposing that I suddenly fall of my perch and leave everything to be discovered afterwards. What effect will it have on my loved ones when they make the discoveries? Apres moi la deluge?
Should I care, will it leave a legacy of a weird old man, who is spoken about in hushed tones, perhaps shattering a fist full of memories?
Fiona