I had been crossdressing for almost every day, since I was 7. The feeling of expressing and satisfying the need for external femininity, however without clothes on I was still a girl trapped in the boys body, hence my late life transition and realization of being a Transsexual.
I often write and try to understand the mechanisms of trans condition, but just now I thought that perhaps this condition even though expressed through similar if not entirely same circumstantial evidence which is CrossDressing may in fact be Internal for some as it was for me, where expression of femininity was directed towards self evidence, or it may be external directing attention to the play on fashion so that external factors are satisfied without the need to emphasize femininity within the person.
So who are you????????????
Get thrill of being my self when dressed
Get thrill of being someone else