Originally Posted by
TGMarla
The problem here is obvious. Your wife isn't down with the crossdressing. Mine doesn't much like it either, but we've found that if I keep it away from her, she can deal with it. She knows I'm not going to run off and have a sex change, and that I'm not interested in gay relationships. She knows I'm true to her, and that I love her and I want to stay her husband.
But I don't wear "light makeup" in front of her, or put false nails on around her, or underdress on a daily basis. These things may have become habitual to you, but they are absolutely not necessary to me as an outlet for my feminine qualities. My wife is very important to me, and so I remain her man whenever she's around. And this isn't some dishwater version of her man, it's the whole enchilada. When she's away, I often engage in complete crossdressing where I'm nearly indistinguishable from a woman (at least at first glance). But when she's home, and whenever we're together, the femme stuff goes away, and I devote myself to her as her husband.
I'm no expert here, but if you want your marriage back, then you need to commit to the marriage, and be the man she wanted in the first place. You'll likely always crossdress, but if you want her to commit, then you need to also. That means no more underdressing, no more "light makeup" when she's around, no more tweezing your eyebrows (within reason), and no more false nails when you two go out somewhere.
Put yourself in her shoes.....and no, I don't mean her high heels. Try to see things from her perspective. If you cannot be that man for her, then why the heck should she stick around? Sure, it takes two to tango, but this is more on you than it is on her. I'm guessing that your point of view is that "she just doesn't understand.....!" That's right. She doesn't. And it's not incumbent upon her to suddenly see the light. She married a man, and that was the bargain she made. You're not holding up your end of the deal, and you're trying to change the rules on the fly.
My advice to you, much as you may not want to hear it, is to man up, put the girly stuff away, and only use it when you have the opportunity to crossdress in private. The rest of the time, you owe it to your wife to be her man, not her wife.