While I always appreciate peoples opinions as they sometimes help to make us think. I always make my own decisions. But imput helps too, even the imput I do not agree with.
I thought I was being suttle with the things that I have done or been doing in my feminine side. As far as make-up, I was wearing clear mascara(lightly applied) a very similiar eye liner and again lightly lined but not all the time and not infront of my family, when I would remove it I would basically leave a tiny trace of it. Now no one has ever said anything about it. I believe she may have seen that I was wearing makeup maybe once or twice but basically only because my face was extra clean.
the nails I can live without.
I am going to suggest that I take her up on her offer to go out more often. basically I have not gone out very often because I do not wish to take away from family time.
I am making a dr appt.
We get along and I do not think it is too late to bring the spark back into our relationship with the help that I may require.
The Crossdressing is not the whole picture, actually she told me that it does not bother her as much as it seems to bother me. I think this has a lot to do with the lack of intimacy and I would love to have a more intimate relationship with my wife anyway.
I don't think I am overly girly as I can be pretty intimidating as a man and have no problem getting dirty when necessary. I have and can build pretty much anything, except I hate working on cars. So being a man is not lacking,
I am guilty of trying to push the boundaries that we have established, I think it will be a good time to talk and discuss the boundaries.
In the event that our marriage does end, it will not end badly for either of us. I will always love her even if she only wants me as a friend. I have said before this is my life and I have chosen to spend it with her