As to being "embarassed"- that may not have been the right word. I am proud of my service. I just wish I could have done more when I was in. I was shy about not getting more promotions in the time I was in. I do hold a grudge with Shinsecki ,the mastermind behind the berets for everyone in the Army, when he was my Squardron (Bn) CDR. Due to a time lapse of receiving my test MOS annual results back in a timely manor he kept me off the promo list an extra 90 days and that delayed my promotion to SSG for over 3 yrs more. Almost got kicked out when they were reviewing E5's with over 13 years svc for dismissal. Okay I am done venting. I got that off my chest.