Hi,
Through meditation and acceptance, I have come to point in my life where I am able to largely dissipate the pink fog. I understand the ultimate purpose of it is to lead me to acceptance of my feminine self. Once I accepted my feminine self, let's say capitulated, caved in, worn down, ground down, the fog dissipated and I could see and breath again.
Oddly enough, it is back. I understand the process and am able to step to the side to watch it unfold in my person, but it also upsets me because I thought I was done with this. I don't feel a total "victim" this time, I recognize it tendrils and have a pretty good idea how this will play out. Thus far, I am able to keep my head intact and not allow myself to become carried away with the fog.
Looking back over the past 4 years, I see a pattern and the pattern is also seasonal, that is, the fog seems to roll in for me around November and is completely dissipated sometime in January. November - January is also the time when the Northern hemisphere has the least amount of sunlight and I am one of those who like and enjoy my daily allowance of some sunlight. Thus, I wonder if there's a connection to sunlight or lack thereof?
Anyone else see a pattern?