Despite my age, I know very little about the 'what' of who I am. I was happily living my life for years without the need to reach out. Saying that, however, without this forum that I came across in September of this year, I am sure I wouldn't be typing this memo.
I have written a few things here, and for the most part the threads that I have responded to ended at that juncture. If I was paranoid I would rip my wig off and jump off a tall building. But I am not!
To those who have read what I have written and think that I am wining or crying over spilled milk I just realized maybe I have a serious problem that just surface months ago. I didn't have a need for any self-deification, self-denial, self-rebuilding, self-abuse, self-approval of any sort from anyone.
All this is new to me. I've tried humor, anger and just laying it out to see what happens. For the most part here has been great response and communication and I thank all of your for that.
I see so many types and classes of ladies here it blows my mind. Growing up there was always to model types, the gorgeous ones. I have never gone to any clubs that maybe I should have to meet anyone like me. If I had my life would probably be much different. Better? probably not, but it would be different.
Why this thread?
How many of you are here later in life? What does this forum provide you? Are able to move forward with your life?
Surely it's gotta be more then what is your favorite color of panties or do you like my new dress?