So, in my short experience as a closeted crossdresser, I have purged out my "collection" many times. This was always due to the guilt I felt, as well as the fear of my items being found by my parents as I did, and still live at home. From my readings, I have found that many others have also gone through purges.
So my question is simple - What items have you gotten rid of, that you would do almost anything to get back?
My Answer:
To make my answer a little more understandable, and I know many here will not like this, but I will be honest - crossdressing has always been more of a fetish than a life style choice for me. As such, if an item was previously owned by a GG, especially one I knew - it really made the experience so much more exciting.
So there are three items that I truly wish I was able to get back, each has their own story with the same general plot.
During high school I worked in the IT department after school, over winter break, and in the summer. Being a new school, the keys were standardized, so my boss had a key that would get you access to every room in the entire school. Being a teenager with raging hormones and a crossdressing fetish, this was a bad combo.
Now, I was always paranoid of getting caught - as there were a lot of custodians, and cameras throughout the building, but I hit the jackpot one day. It was a few days before Christmas - all the students were on break, and the custodians took an early day off. I had already finished my tasks for that day, and my boss had left his key. This meant that there were literally only two people in the entire school. I knew this was my only chance.
My first stop was the girls locker room. After looking around, I discovered more than a few lockers had been left unlocked. The majority of them had nothing impressive, just some plain sneakers, or a really bad smelling t-shirt. But a few, had what I was looking for - panties! I was only able to find one that would actually fit me based on the sizes, so I pocketed it. It had the most amazing smell from the previous owner. To my slight disappointment, that was the only item I found that would fit me - but the experience was still incredible.
The next stop was the sporting closet. This was a large closet (as big as our IT office) that stored all the sporting equipment, but I had also scene that was where the cheerleaders coach stored the extra uniforms. After some digging, I was able to find the box of uniforms, and after some more looking - I found the size I wanted. I was kind of surprised by how stiff the uniforms were, not exactly what I was expecting (further proving how fake porn is). However, the thrill of having a cheerleading uniform from my own school from a girl made the risk feel completely worth it.
After school had started back up, I noticed that a girl I had always liked was on the dance team. They would always practice after school, which meant they had to bring their cloths with them and keep them in their locker. Now, at our school - some of the girls who did not like to waste time unlocking their locker, would jam a hair pin in the mechanism preventing it from locking. So on my rounds during work, I would randomly check lockers to see if they would open. To my surprise, one day I tried and one opened. After I looked, I realized it was the locker of the girl I liked, and her dance stuff was there (she had gone home early for some reason). As I did not want to make it to obvious someone had been through her stuff - I decided I could only take one item. I decided to take her panties (in my mind, I thought that could be something easily forgotten - although unlikely, pink fog anyone?).
At any rate, later that year I purged all my items. When I started again - It was after my sister had moved out, and my high school days were over - so my access to girls clothing was gone. I would do almost anything to get those things back, guess I just need a girlfriend now to "barrow" from
So, after reading all that, I will ask again - What items have you gotten rid of, that you would do almost anything to get back?