I was not quite sure which section to put this in as i would like any to answer .
I do not know if this is normal or not but a lot will say that they just feel different yet sometimes find it hard to explain , well i guess that i am no different in that part but(always that but) there is one thing that i have always felt,hoped for or even assumed that one day someone would look up to me and say " we have found something strange inside of you , as far as your inside bits are concerned you are female , which would explain hell of a lot as to why i am like this .
Now i think i have enough common sense to tell me that this is stupid but that thought or wishful thinking has been very real for me and it has come as bit of a disappointment to me to find out otherwise as it almost makes a bit of my way of thinking now unreal , so can this be a real thought/feeling or just wishful thinking or am i plain insane for thinking that in the first place , but it just go`s to show you how this difference can play tricks on you , has anyone else had similar thoughts or am i more stranger than i even thought .