Hello ladies, it's Friday night, and as our agreement I'm back again for another wonderful show.

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Today we have a special show. Today we'll be focusing on gifts from friends.

Yes, that's right! Gifts from those closest to us. Let it be best friends, Significant Others, Caring and supporting Family members or just one late night drive around and stumbling into a bag of goodies.

I'm curious about the pros and cons. For example: Sally gives Billy a skirt to wear. Billy has always wanted to wear one, good for you Billy! But uh oh! Billy's taste in clothing differs from Sally's taste! What should Billy do? Thankfully accept the present and never wear it? Simply sit Sally down and explain why and chance never getting anything nice again? Try and alter his own tastes in clothing so he can be happy in his new skirt?

I love my lady friends. Mostly due to the fact everything that I've gotten from them has altered my wish list. I always wanted to wear a wedding dress. I now own one. For free. [check], I always wanted to wear something really fancy like a Bridesmaid dress. Got two for free. [check], I've always wanted to wear something a bit ****ty like you see in those japanese cartoons of the cute waitresses and school girls with the short skirts and elegant designs. I now own 3 cosplay dresses and a Sailor Venus costume. [Check and Check].

But sadly, I always seem to get clothes that, while very pretty and cute, are slightly worn down or, they don't really match anything else that I have. I have 5 normal dresses of varying degrees of length, fabric, design and cuteness. Three seperate bras (no forms) that all seem to be just a little too tight around my chest, panties that act like spandex which are really nice to wear sometimes feel like they are gonna cut off circulation. (obviously they wont. i take em off when they feel really wierd like that as i'm thinking of having kids in a few years). Does anyone know what I'm talking about? Yes, while I could go out and man up, go into the store and buy stuff, I find myself literally frozen outside the store, even with other girls with me. I get flustered, I get wierd, and I make a beeline right for the video game store and hide out until I can see straight again. D= None of my friends want to shop for me, despite having a clear list of cuteness and what I'd like. Lolita and Gothica things are freakin adorable. Same with silk dresses and things with frills.

Or makeup. I never could get the grasp of it. Even with google assisting me, it all just seemed to be... alot of hassle for something that I might not even be able to get off in short notice. And what if it stains my lips or eyes? I'm not ashamed of who I am, but where I live and what I do means the better I fit in, the less likely it will be that I get robbed or attacked when I'm at work. (i work alone. the less hassle, the better). But yet I got a small box of misc makeup from a friend I want to try, despite my inability to actually be able to crossdress till my roommate gets a job and leaves the house. (drama in itself).

And I still don't own a pair of shoes. At all. My feet are huge. D= Size 12-13 in mens. means crazy big size in women (13-14) (i think), which means i need to order them special online and, what if my feet are wider than i think and they still don't fit?

Being a plus sized young man who does what we do is complicated. D=

Share your stories, ladies. I'm bored, ran out of new movies and its gonna take a bit for my next season of House, M.D. to download.