I have discovered the real reason many cannot shake and/or resolve wanting to dress up like a woman. I knew I would figure it out eventually, especially since I actually balanced and integrated all of my feelings, both male and female under one aegis. Now for myself it is a total choice of whether to do it rather than a driving compulsion. I will not address this publicaly, however. Anyone who is really interested may contact me by E-Mail. The answer is not for everyone and not everyone will believe it or agree with it and is really not for the faint of heart. It is the answer nonetheless. Take care my friends.