So it had been years since I had done anything in the way of cross dressing but this past summer I found a pair of my girlfriends underwear mixed up in my freshly washed laundry. I couldn't resist the urge to try them on so it did. Over the next couple of months when she would go to work I would try on her things and put on her makeup. It was quite the rush. But now she is moving back to England with the rest of her family. Her parents are already over there and she is leaving in about two weeks. I feel like I will go through a rather natural depression from missing her. I have been with her for one year and 10 months and I love her so much I cannot wait for the day to marry her but being as we are young and neither of us have finished college we feel we should wait before we tie the knot. But that brings me to my current situation she is leaving and I will get depressed but I was thinking that instead of my usual routine of when things get bad of drinking and partying. I would channel my inner girl and get to know "roslyn" a bit better. And I would do this except I have a room mate which also happens to be a real good friend who also happens to be gay. The gay thing isn't that important he's gay, I'm not and it doesn't bother me what he does. I was thinking about telling him this plan and of my curiosity with cross dressing. But I'm scared it will change our friend ship or if I piss him off he might throw it in my face or he might slip and tell someone. Any advice girls?