Bad news? I live in the middle of nowhere, and the best internet I can hope for is
dial-up at 2.5 Kbps. So, I don't have internet.
Good news? My mom (who told me that I should get FFS, and would fully be behind me in everything I did) and dad have both rallied behind me and my TG tendencies.
I went and saw a gender therapist, and she recommended I live as a woman in order
to decide if it was right for me.
So, for the last 2 months, I've been living as Loretta. I've grown out my hair and nails, I've seemingly mastered makeup and mannerisms, and have lost 30 pounds (Which resulted in the happy side effect of losing a shoe size! I'm now a size 9!)
I've been looking for work in my little town, and found something that is TG friendly!
The interview went well, so I do have a chance of getting a job!
Before I moved, my aunt took me on a $500 shopping spree for new clothes, shoes, jewelery, and makeup, as a goodbye present.
And to top things off, there's going to a drag pageant coming up at the local bar pretty soon!
I've grown so used to being a full-time woman that I don't really want to go back.
Oh, and one more thing. I've been thinking about my name, and I think that Yvonne is a better name, don't you?
I'm so happy!