Recently I have noticed that my cross dressing has been taking a lot of my time. I’m starting to feel that I am spending too much time cross dressing and am not taking advantage of the free time I have. I’m debating if I should take a break from dressing just to see what life would be like without it. I have also been a bit paranoid of anyone finding out about it, I am nervous after every dressing session since I keep thinking if I put everything away. My worst fear is leaving out a pair of panties or lingerie for my GF to find and start asking questions. I’m tired of living with a secret, it might be that I’m losing interest in cross dressing and it’s just not worth it to me anymore. I have been considering giving it up for good, and the idea of not having to worry about panties or hiding anything and having that secret seams very enticing. But there is always that fear that I am just purging and will continue to spend money on panties and giving it up cold turkey is a bit drastic. Has this happened to any of you guys and how did you handle it?