sarahcsc:
This past Saturday my neighbor caught a glimpse of a tall (six foot two in four inch heels), stockinged, angular figure, walking at a fast past thru the yard
and quickly slamming the door shut.Out eyes never met but I am sure he was thinking, who else could it have been but Dana. I dont know what I feared the most. Him
finding out that I crossdressed or me, letting him down, for being a crossdresser. I am currently out to no one in my family, friends or neighbors.Yet I frequent
all the local drag clubs and gay bars where drag queens and crossdressers congregate. I am not ashamed of who I am and I absolute love being a crossdresser
but on reading the other posts, thats the paradox were trying to confess here.We love ourselves, we hate to disapoint,we fear being found out, we loathe being
embarresed and we CANT stop.
Regardless as to what he saw, what anyone might say or think, who laughs or lampoons or finds my actions rediculous, I shall continue to crossdress
.................to paradise....dana