Originally Posted by
Bree_K
I didn't know I was transexual from a young age, but I did know a lot of other things.
I knew I didn't know how to be a boy. Being a boy didn't seem to fit right and I was ALWAYS studying other boys and mimicking how they would act. I hated this acting and would be alone as much as possible so I didn't have to pretend.
I crossdressed from a young age. I think with all the repression, it was the only outlet my inner-self could find.
I envied girls. I hated that they were able to be girls and I wasn't.
I knew I was hiding who I really was. I knew I would lose my friends if they found out.
I just didn't know WHAT I was hiding from until I got a reality check a couple years ago and had to face the facts.