There was a time that dressing was sexual and a lot of the reason for dressing even though your home alone was for that reason but as I've gotten older when I'm dressed at home or out and about in femme it isn't part of the picture anymore.It's all about being and presenting how I feel .I find much more peace and am more content when I'm out as Michelle than the sex part of it use to bring but I miss that side of it a bit because life was a lot simpler then because you could lay it down for awhile afterwards but now life is a little more complex and it is never done.The urge to be Michelle never goes far.Its a part of everyday life.I dress every day even if its only in the evenings after work.Sometimes I miss the old days.