Im sorry im just havin a rough day today i really think i need prof help. i feel really depressed cause i dont know how to feel i have just so much confusion that i do cry i do have a few drinks like i dunno wat to do i want to change i enjoy being a cd and hope in the future if it holds for me to actually go for the whole gender reasignment. like all i wish was that i was born a women and not have to struggle with my sexuality. i dont know what to do sum times and talkin to doctors i feel wont do much of anything until you say your suicidal. all i want too do is better myself get thatfear of what people are thinkin out of my head. I just dont know what to do anymore any helpful advise for some one who has gone throught this or has felt tge same