OMG I finally came out to my mum. This has been building up for a while. She has noticed me wearing a fairy necklace , nail varnish and rings at various times over the last 12 months so I think she had some kind of inkling but never really put 2 and 2 together. But today she came up for tea and she asked if the top I was wearing was a woman's top. I said yes as I can't get the colours I want to wear in male clothes. She said she loves me and didn't care whether I wore female or male clothes! So I cuddled her, said sorry a few times, almost broke down and then told her about my CDing. She told me I was a fool but that she loves me no matter what. With the upbringing I had from my dad being very alpha male and heavy handed I told her I didn't want to be like him. I asked her if she remembered how when I was small I wanted to have women's clothes from the catalogue and how she caught me wearing her knickers. I also said how when I was small I wanted to be a girl and she admitted that she always wanted a girl.
What also put a smile on my face was that she asked me what size I am and then said 'ooh, I could borrow that' -CHEEKY COW!!!!!!!!!: A good end to a great day. Love Deanna x