Hi, I recently joined and I find this forum very informative with good and kind people. I have this situation which i need advice on.
I am 31 years old m2f crossdresser and I've been doing it on and off since 10y.o. and more seriously from 22y.o. and all the way now. Since I got divorced 4 years ago, my friends constantly moving away or having babies and my non-existent dating life I have more time/opportunities for it now. My wardrobe is growing, collection of shoes, stocks of makeup, all good things
.
I am so-called sexual CD, meaning that i do it only for sexual pleasure. It never was that I dressed up and didn't masturbate before getting back to the guy mode.
But I still would like to find S.O. one day (sooner the better actually
) and I am just thinking my crossdressing might be 'preventing' me to find someone. Especially if i decide to be more open about it (right now I am closet CD with some outings by car or foot but without interaction with other people while en femme). I mean maybe I should put my CD-ing energy into looking for a girl, bu then CD-ing is part of me, which i can't and don't want to part with.
Anyone had gone through the same? Ideas? Advices?
Thanks
Linda