What makes us do it? Is it the fact that we want to be a woman? Sometimes I want nothing more than to switch sides. Could I live as a woman? Not sure. What I do know is that when I become Jenna, this feeling overcomes me of pure joy. I lose all touch with my male self and fell completely fem. As I write this I am sitting here in a cute lace bodystocking with my nails polished and my face made up, and there is no place I would rather be. I want to put on a nice dress and run out to the world and say, "look at me world! This is who I am from the inside out! Accept me as a woman!