I'll give my reason without trying to get too violin-y.
Basically my life is a mess, between depression and health problems I've painted myself into an awkward corner which I'm struggling to free myself of.
As such, at the moment my family is all I have.
I owe them everything especially for all their support when I've been sick.
The thought of losing them, and or having their perception of me permanently change is terrifying.
Especially when I don't know the answers to any questions they may ask.
I'm at least looking into therapy but being jobless, depressed, and broke doesn't lend itself well to crossdressing let alone going out anywhere.
I won't beat up anyone over questions though, it's all interesting thought that helps everyone learn and understand more about themselves.
