When I was married she knew. I told her before we were even engaged. She was tolerant at times, other times she seemed she just didn't want to talk about it. I really never knew where she was until I brought it up.
She claimed to be accepting but her actions at times said not. There was times she would help me with makeup or take the kids to her mom's so I could have a dress up weekend. But there was also times I needed to talk about it and would carefully bring it up and she'd change the subject. It was very confusing.
I had suggested she join SPICE or come to Tri-Ess meetings to learn more but she wasn't comfortable with that. Later I invited her to join me when I went out dressed but she wasn't ready to do that yet. I tried to help her come to know this part of me better but she never showed any desire. In the long run it kept us from growing closer and added to our finally distancing ourselves from each other to the point of no return.