I can not speak for all but I am sure there are a few girls like me , willing to push the limits of outting yourself. What I mean is anyone you might know catching you either dressed or pushing the gender boundries while still presenting male but certain area's of attire are feminine. I always do little stupid things like walking out to the mail box in heels, wearing girly sandles or heels in a public area and showing off my polished toes, wearing too much mascrea, or a darker eye shadow and lip gloss male mode. It is as if I get a high doing these things and wonder what I would say if I got called out on it. The other day I went into a local resturant that I often go to in my girly flats and fresh feminine pedicure. I drove to go in the Casino today in a pair of jewled t strap 2 1/4" heels and as I walked across the parking lot, I chickened out and walked back across the street to my car and put my drab guy shoes on. I got home and I decided to wash my car, I have the most feminine pink pedicure and in open toe sandle heels my feet look 2 cute. I can't explain why but doing this makes me feel the most feminine. I live in a semi rual area but houses are around but my neighbors set off the road some and my next door neighbor is like 100'feet to my left. My house is about 140 feet off the road. I said to myself I need to start wearing heels more and do more thing wearing them so that it comes natural to wearing them. I start washing my car in some plaid womens slacks and top and my jeweled sandles. I could hear car passing by and unless their blind they can see my feet. I wasn't worried about the neighbor , he never comes over. here I am bent over washing my wheels , yes I did occasionally look up the driveway to see if anyong was coming up. Nest thing I know the UPS truck is about 20 feet aways from me , my heart starts to race knowing he got an EYE full of me in heels. I casually walk fast around the front of my car and into my garage to change shoes. This guy is my regular UPS and I always order parts from summit, autozone tire rack you name it , he also bought me some girly stuff before but who knows if he paid attention. We talk a little and he acts like he didn't see anything. I should have just walked up to the truck in my heels BUT again I was chicken. This is what I was wearing is there any way he didn't notice , they don't look to feminine huh !!