I feel like I have to hide. Afraid of being outed. What if I'm seen? Will my friends still like me if they find out? At the very least, our relationship would never be the same.
Every time I go out I feel furtive, lurking in shadows, glancing around worried that someone I know might see me.
I try to disguise myself as much as possible. I trade my glasses for contacts, I try to tuck my hair into my polo shirt.
It really feels awful. Yeah, now I'm afraid and feel vulnerable going out as "him."
Suggestions appreciated.
Hugs,
Persephone.