Hi Amanda. Sheesh!! These girls and girls are letting you Have It!! I feel kinda bad for you. The way i see it is this: she knew it existed, you wanted to keep it away for her sake, Amanda could not be denied and now you wanna let her out to your wife again. I totally get it!! I dont condone lying on any level but this isnt the easiest subject to tackle and i think everyone has their "method" of opening up.....again. hey, you tried to please her all that time by denying yourself.....so instead of completely shocking her, you leave a little clue. I understand that too. I say as long as the truth is coming out then go at your own pace...only you can judge that...after all, you didnt cheat on her. I find it hard to fault you for anything here. That's just me though. All the best sweetie! Ciao