I’m having such a glorious time this evening. I do have a very stressful job, which I guess people do that are working. As many of you that have followed my stories on here of my wife and I having difficulty with my becoming Tara. I have suppressed for a many months, actually it was when I went to Southern Comfort Conference last September. And the time before that was the May before. We have been up and down with this aspect of our lives alone. And because of my love for her, I surpassed as much as I could. The longer I went without it, the more my yearnings and my cravings to become Tara burned in my every thought almost.
I had a birthday last April, she bought me some DVD’s and a card. I appreciated the DVD’s very much and the card and the cake. She asked, do you like the DVD’s honey, I said yes of course my sweet love, I love them. She said she didn’t know what to get me for my birthday, for I and we have almost everything material wise. She asked me at that time, what else could I have gotten you my precious husband? I then responded, well, uh, well, you might could have gotten Tara a new pair of sexy lacy panties, since you’re asking. Well the very next day when I we got home from work, she brought in a Target’s bag and said look what I got for you. I looked in and pulled out a beautiful pair of dark “pepto bismol” pink panties with black lace trim. I was so extremely excited, I wanted to put them on right then and there. I did after she went to bed, and I wore them to bed and also to work the next morning, though I knew how they make me feel inside. I was so at peace all day, for at long last, my wife bought these for me and I wore them to work under my male clothes. The thought of me having them on never seemed to leave my mind all day. It was such a good day at work that day last month.
We watched the movie posted on here by another member,, the move was entitled “Just like a woman” We both enjoyed it so much. The next day she put on the door knob one of my favorite pink teddy with garters attached, I was so surprised because of the difficulty we have had in the past about me being a cd. Well we talked about it the next day on the porch. She said she wanted to see her husband in that pink teddy, not Tara. She liked the scene from that movie where the cd was lounging in the sun with his new girl friend. The cd in the movie was like half way between boy and girl. So today I got home and took my shower and put the pink nighty on under some blue sweat pants and button shirt. I talked to her about that conversation yesterday, and she said yes she wants me to do that, just like in the movie. So, I stood, and removed my shirt then stepped out of the blue sweat pants, and went and put on some heels, and have been prancing around the house all evening in front of her, being half way there. It is so relaxing, it makes me feel so good inside, to be free like this after such a long suppressing of such.
She seemed to love it as much as I did. I sat beside her on the couch and I kissed her gently on her beautiful lips, I kissed her sexy neck, I rubbed her nice shapely thighs and legs. I left some lip stick of mine on her thick full lips. It was a beautiful moment. I left her to her tv shows, and came to our home office to post this great , great feeling of myself that has had to suppress for so long. I don’t want to ever ruin this by over doing it, or doing it too much. But tonight, it feels so good that I almost want to walk down my street dressed in this sexy lacy pink teddy and my white thigh highs and heels.
I know how blessed I am to have such a wonderful woman and wife as I do. Yes there has been a lot of turmoil as a result of this other personality that I have by way of she and I. But she does so wonderful,, only for being introduced to this just over 2 years ago . If I was alone in life, I know I could dress and be Tara all I wanted to do. But I’d be so lonely and unfulfilled. I would rather have my sweet wife without Tara, than to be Tara without her. But the beauty of it is, I can be Tara sometimes and have my precious little wife too. It’s a good life.
Everyone be blessed, and I ask forgiveness of anyone I have ever offended on here, for I have had to suppress Tara for so long, all of 2012 except for 2 times, that the tension builds, but when I can relax in my own home privately as Tara, it relieves so much tension in me that really cannot be measured. Maybe later tonight I may bend her over my knee and spank her for the mean things she said to me 3 days ago, ???or maybe she will bend me over her knee and spank me just for being a ,,,,,,a,,,,,,,a,,,,,,,,?? well just spank me real hard just because I deserve it, or do I????
Love & peace my sisters,
Tara
and understanding your way.
I know I could not go that long without dressing or I'd go nuts.
Originally Posted by Marie GG
