Dear All,
Since realising and accepting what and who i am i have noticed things. First off my emmotions have been very wild, by that i mean well i watch or listen to something and i feel it very strongly, usually end up crying as never felt this way. now you could say thats normal but for me it isnt, i usually am very stiff upper lip. Then i have noticed that i do things the female way without thinking which of course is being noticed at work. Girls at work also smile at me more now i have accepted. Maybe i am giving off a vibe that im now not confused and people are picking up on it. Even my wife now calls me a babe. My cousin (GG) speaks to me daily and knows, she said today god you talk the same way (not vocally) a girl would as we talk about a lot of issues not just me she also was very accepting of me but today said your Denise, i think you may know what i truely mean there.
I suppose i am asking you experianced girls on here that when you finally and i mean finally realised and accepted did you notice things happen. I dont mean over night just gradually. Did it make you smile and happy or did it concern you. For me its Happy, smile and also concern. its like its something i cannot control, its just happening..... well sorry to sound all crazy but just needed to express what is going on in me.
again thanks for listening. i havent been very active lately on this BB but as you can tell been deep in thought.