Hi Girls
I am in a difficult situation at the moment & its getting me down .
The problem is since i started dressing i have found myself more & more & have gotten the chance to dress during the day after me & my SO (Billiebabe) told our 19 year old daughter which she was cool with & accepted me.
So i got to dress 9am to 3pm & at night from 10pm until bedtime. Problems started this week when at 3pm when i had to undress (because it was time to pick up out 11 year old from school who doesn't know) i started to feel i was peeling myself off & getting very down about the whole process & started to hate being in Dad mode .
I know i have to be this for my 11 year old daughter but when you have that feeling inside fighting you & you just want to be yourself its getting harder . Its come to a point that i am now questioning myself on what to do like should i explain & tell my 11 year old? Am i being selfish & putting myself first? should i just carry on with the situation & wait until she is older? Is it just pink fog looming over my head?
These are some of the problems i have & any advice would be appreciated & help me deal with me getting down & protecting my daughter at same time Hugs Nikki