Is it right that since living on my own all I want is for Lucy to be out all of the time. Obviously this is not possible as work dictates I cannot be Lucy, So why now do I want to be dressed all the time, last night was the first time other than club alternative I've been out in public. I will get home from work shower and change I will stay like that until I go to bed if I have to go out I will wear tights knickers and a bra no breasts I will quite happily walk around town all day but as soon as I get home I will change again back to Lucy. I even took a change of clothing to my lorry and drove fully dressed as Lucy no make up. Why is it that Lucy needs to be out more of the time than before can someone help to explain this to me.